Shocked

I accidentally saw something I did not intend to find out. Blame it on my curiosity - the researcher in me never stops working. Well, maybe it is God, He wants me to know & see it with my own eye?

Years have gone past but the healed wound still hurts whenever it's touched. Yeah. Weak. Me. :(

I live a good life & I am surrounded by awesome people in my life, shouldn't I just focus on this and not drag myself back to the darkness in the past? Over the years, I thought I have finally mastered the "mind over matter" skill, but still...

Lord, move in me, so that I can move away from the situation.

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Sparkle in my eyes

This is a happy picture of me.

Not the latest, not the prettiest, but in this one, I see sparkle in my eyes (reflection of the ceiling lights actually). Me likey. :D

天与地

你是一道我猜不透的谜题

隐隐约约藏在那幽暗的灯笼里

你是那水中月亮的倒影
出没在视线里却是触摸不及的有影无形

你是风里传来的一阵清雅花香味
占据了我的鼻息却探不到我的味蕾

你是花开花落的瞬间
是我赶不及的匆匆一霎擦肩

你是轻盈缥缈的一缕青烟
徐徐升空 了无踪影 不留恋尘世间

你是远远的那条海岸线
在我搁浅小舟的眼前不断的演变

你是蓝天里慵懒的浮云 只管嬉戏
我是地上自由奔流田野间的小溪 川流不息
同样是水却永生不相见 相念 相惜

容我旁观轻描淡写地记下这段岁月；也容我静静的祈祷；愿空气中紧紧相扣的因子慢慢填满那天与地的距离。

Fragility | Uncertainty

We feel fragile because there is an atmosphere of uncertainty. We feel fearful when things fall out of our control, that is, when uncertainty threatens to bring about negative possibilities.

How defenseless we are in the face of flattery! Milan Kundera is right. We find it hard to resist compliments, especially when they are coming from someone who is pleasant and attractive, although we know everything that this person says might not be true and sincere.

Tonight I feel fragile. As much as I enjoy the attention and kind words, I am once again challenged by my own instinct and my conscience tells me to not make a decision right away. There's a voice inside my head that says: "If something seems too good to be true, it probably is." I keep telling myself that I will wait and observe, but I find it hard not to think of the possibility of it happening for real. I think my heart desires it while my mind tries to navigate me away from being too emotionally attached. The same voice has spoken: "God has the best plan for you. Surrender it to Him." Yes, I think I should.

In the face of uncertainty, there is nothing wrong with hope - Bernie S. Siegel.

My hope is in the Lord.